Jose Deloeste, Jr., CSsR
Last July 5, 2025 marked the most profound and decisive “Yes” of my life. On that day, I made my temporary profession as a Redemptorist brother. It was an experience filled with deep joy and gratitude, a moment I will forever treasure. At the same time, it was also a humbling and challenging milestone, for I knew that the “Yes” I professed carried with it real responsibilities, lifelong commitment, and faithful perseverance.
Before my profession, I spent a long time listening to my heart. I prayerfully examined my deepest desires and asked myself honestly whether this religious life was truly where God was calling me. Through prayer, sincere sharing with my formators, counselors, and friends, and honest self-reflection, I gradually came to clarity. By God’s grace, I was able to recognize His gentle invitation and understand what He was asking of me. In trust, God and I continued this journey together, and I embraced my vocation as a professed Redemptorist.
One reflection that deeply moved me was the fiat of our Blessed Mother Mary. Her humble and courageous “Yes” to God, offered despite uncertainty and possible suffering, touched my heart profoundly. Like Mary, I felt unworthy, yet chosen. God called me not because of my perfection, but because of His love. In that awareness, I humbly offered my own “Yes,” trusting that God’s grace would sustain me amid the challenges that would surely follow. I pray that, like Mary, I may grow in humility, trust, and faithful surrender to God’s will.
On the day of my profession, I was deeply aware of God’s quiet presence within me—strong, gentle, and reassuring. I also felt the love, joy, and support of the people who accompanied me in that sacred moment. With gratitude, I whispered in my heart: “This is my ‘Yes,’ Lord. With You, I hope to live my vows faithfully, knowing that in my weakness, Your power is made perfect.”
Lastly, My “Yes” did not end on the day of my profession. It is a daily commitment—renewed in small choices and great decisions, in joys and in trials. I know challenges will come, but with deep intimacy and trust in God, I believe I will continue to say “Yes,” again and again, to the One who first said “Yes” to me.
